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The Four Coloured Headings Above Navigates You To The Different Pages.. Click on them for His profile, His Daily Entries, His Tagboard and His archives and links...	Friday, March 26, 2010, 12:46 AM I don't know how to say this. But as days goes by.. I keep thinking of you.... Its very difficult to remove you from my memory.... "..Looking at your Facebook profile is my first PRIORITY when I log in to my account..." "...Reading your blogs....." "...Recalling the good time I had with you...." I simply can't forget about you..... I know I am the one who made this decision. And its tough on you. "....BUT I GOT NO CHOICE, I DO NOT WANT MAKE YOU FEEL SAD AND TERRIBLE ALL THE TIME. I WANT TO SEE YOU HAPPY...." You still respected the decision I've made even though it hurts you alot . "WHAT A FOOL I'VE BEEN!!! LETTING GO OF SOMEONE WHOM TRULY LOVE ME!!!!" As for now, seeing you happy make me happy. And truthfully speaking. I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU....... No matter where you are.... Signing Off... Khairi Abdul Kadir, Babaiyi Wednesday, March 24, 2010, 4:02 PM Finally... I've got the time to update my blog.... I do not know. What's happening to me as the days goes by... Jobless... Sick... Being a free man is never easy. Its hard, tough and difficult for me.. I've never realised it until today.... Its been so stressful! Am jobless for nearly 2 weeks! Been job hunting here and there... BUT There's no response from the places I've gone to. Am I that bad? Am I not qualified? What did I ever do to deserved this?? It can be nerve wrecking to wait for a result of an interview from a company.. If I am not qualified, Just send me a letter. A letter of.... REJECTION... Don't keep me waiting. Waiting like a... FOOL!! Anyway... I am used to REJECTION... So no worries... It takes me 2 weeks, just 2 weeks ALONE to be easily sick. Is my body system going down?? 5 ULCERS... TONSILLITIS.. FEVER.... What's happening to me? Is this what people say sickness because you're missing something? Missing my workplace? Missing the people there? Or I am missing someone?? Or worst! Am I CURSED!! Curse by someone.... Up till now, I can say. I am still weak... Trying my very best to put up a happy smile to all... Or maybe... This are the signs I am leaving.. Leaving the world?? I do not know. Only god decides. I wonder how long its going to be....... How long I can endure... How long I can take it... What I can only say.. Behind the smile I am putting on... There's a pain that I am going through... Just putting up the "smile" mask to cover it up... Signing Off.. Khairi Abdul Kadir, Babiyi Tuesday, March 16, 2010, 12:22 PM I've got to go my own ways...... Sorry..... I am shocked that you still can't forget about me. Well I know...Its hard for you and me to leave each other. Leaving you alone in the dark. All alone. But I got no choice. I have to let you go. I don't want hurt you no more... I hope we go on our own ways from now onwards.. But I just want let you know that I will always love you no matter what.. I know its hard for you to accept this... But; How about me? Its even harder for me after what we've been through together... Well,I just want pray you are happy always. Looking at you happy make me happy.... I can only say,Thanks for everything... wishing you all the best..... Signing off.. Khairi Abdul Kadir, Babaiyi Wednesday, March 10, 2010, 1:31 AM As I worked for my very last night shift on the 08/03/2010, I keep looking at the clock. Watching as the the clock ticks it way to 0800hrs.... 0800hrs clocks in. And I knew it. It's time. Time for me to leave the place where I've called it my second home, Tuas Checkpoint. That is the place where I've made alot of friends be it new officers, senior officers AETOS or SPF Parting with you guys was the hardest part of my life. During my farewell speech. I look at everyone's face. Looking and trying to recall the fun time I had with you guys at work and during off duty eventhough at times you guys pissed me off due to work matter. I tried my best to control my tears during my speech but sad to say the tears of sadness can't be controlled when you guys starts to leave me... One by one......Leaving me behind all alone... I appreciate whatever you guys did to me. And I will definitely treasure it. Eventhough you guys are not with me now, Your smile,joke and laughter are always in my heart.My prayers to all of you guys. Wishing you guys all the best. The gift you guys gave me. Be it small or big. I just want to say thanks. Really appreciate it. To my fellow SPF Tuas Checkpoint officer, SI Rashid, SSSgt Tan, SSgt Fauzi, Sgt Eyammie. You guys are the best supervisors and colleagues I've known. You guys never failed to coach me and groomed me to be a better officer.I appreciate what you guys done. To my AETOS officers. I am going to miss all of you guys...... I am lost for word. So,lets keep in touch... To the rest of my fellow SC's in Tuas Checkpoint. SC Khair, I've only known you for 4 days. And what I can say. You never failed to bring smile and laughter to people.Just want wish you all the best and stay cheerful. SC Ridzuan. Thanks for being there for me. You are the only SC that I can hangout with if I am on duty during office hour. Hopefully our friendship never ends. SC Ahmad. I can only say I AM GOING TO MISS YOU ALOT! Nothing can describe you. We shared alot of stories together and hopefully we can continue to share our stories... Well, people have this saying. "Whatever comes has to go.." And the time for me to leave the place has came. Farewell to all my Tuas Command people. You guys will be dearly missed by me... "ALPHA'S ATTITUDE!!!" Signing off.. Khairi Abdul Kadir, Babaiyi AKA SC Khairi Saturday, March 6, 2010, 1:24 AM Haiz. I don't know what I did wrong. I wasn't rude. I was just saying the facts.... Haiz.... Nevermind. Life is getting more and more complicated as i grow up....Just "tahan" it and go with the flow..... Monday, March 1, 2010, 4:56 PM Parting from the one you love and care the most is heartbreaking and painful. I am sorry. It has to be this way.... I will always remember you....... ='( Signing Off Khairi Abdul Kadir, Babaiyi		ShortInfoAboutKHAIBABAIYI Vanity isn't a sin, a little narcissm wouldn't hurt. *SHORT INFO ABOUT ME!!* *The name Muhammad Khairi Bin Abdul Kadir, given by his 2 beloved parents* *Born in the Year of 1989, month of May* *Was born with a mixture of Chinese And Malay blood(sheesh..ppl are all asking are you malay or chinese??)* *Still Single(this sucks!!)* *Completed Full Time NS with Singapore Police Force* *A type of guy who always believes that everyone tends make mistakes* *Happy go lucky guy=)* **A very nice person to mingle , have fun etc etc.. BUT if you mess around or F&$ around with him , he will not hesitate to make your life misearable. Which is damn true!!!* KHAI LOVE Loves the colour green and the beautiful Nature god gave Loves Chocolates alot. The only stress remover! Loves to jog and workout during free time Loves to make more friends. The more the merrier! KHAI HATES Hates hurting people feelings. Hurting others will also hurt him. Hates backstabber. Hates unloyal people(oops, sounds weird...) Hates Liars!!! Hates BITCHY people!!! Hates COCKROACHES!!! Eeek! KHAI DREAMS To get upclose with his Idols , Dato' Siti and Taufik** His dreams of getting a new phone(dream accomplished) Eventhough its not the model he wanted =) *To finish National Service (dream accomplished)* *To work in the government sector* *To have a good life* *To change all his wardrobe* *To make his parents have a good life* *To meet up with all his best friends and hangout like no one business* *To quit what he's been doing.* *To have alot of money. Huahuahua* IF YOU GUYS WANT TO KNOW MORE ABOUT HIM,ASK HIM PERSONALLY.HE HATE PEOPLE WHO WANTS TO KNOW MORE ABOUT HIM BUT ASK OTHER PEOPLE FOR HELP.IF HE KNOWS THAT YOU ARE USING OTHER PEOPLE TO ASK ABOUT HIM,REST ASSURED YOU WON'T BE ENTERTAINED TOO OFTEN!!! *Feel free to add me up at my MSN: khai54@msn.com*		The People/Group Whomhe TreasureAlot A Teresa, Rasyid B Diyana, Danial C Syah, Yiwen D Haven, Suji E Rina, Myra F Celine, Suhaimi G Fauzan, Shah H Syu ICA, Atiqah ICA, THE GROUPIES HE LOVES AND NEVER FORGETS.. F ITE BB-SC Official Blog G Misteri Jam 12 Blog YesterdayIsHistory. + Finally.Got the time to update my blog.Hmmm....Bef... + A little Updates... + Rest In Peace my friend... + Busy and tiring Week! + Awesome Weekends! + Fated?Tired? Frustrating? + Weekends!!!! + Not looking forward to 21! + I can only sayIMYalot.....Am so sorry that my trai... + NEEDS A VACATION!!!!! 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