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Thursday, February 18, 2010, 3:47 PM
SCARED. WORRIED.
SCARED. WORRIED. The 3 words that's running through my mind right now. I do not know why but I can simply sense that something is not going to be alright. I tried to stay positive but, the positivity is turning into negativity. I do not know what's going to happen to me. My life and my future. I have to remove this 3 words from my mind right now.As its starting to affect me badly. Really badly. Am SCARED. Scared that it'll spread around. If it spread. My life will be DOOMED!!! Am trying my best. Trying my best to stay positive. Trying my best to defend myself and trying my best to stop it from spreading further.Hopefully, it'll work. Hopefully it'll change people mindset. Hopefully.. If it still doesn't work. Only god knows what is my answer........ Living in fear is so called my life right now..... Am WORRIED. Worried, Worried that I am unable to find a suitable job when I am done with National Service. Its worrying me. Eversince my application for SPF has been turned down. The only dream career I've been wanting to go. Going through all the Classified Job Adverts . Nothing attract me. I do not know why. The only thing that attracts me is the SPF career. I do not know whether I should ask OO to help me appeal. Haiz. This is worrying me. Hopefully I can find a part time job for the time being while awaiting for the next 6 months to apply for SPF again... As for my B. Hopefully you'll stay strong. I know what we are going through now is a total shit. It's stressing me up and you too. Hopefully, we can go through it. Lets hope that whatever happen. You and me will be there. For each other.... signing off... Khairi Abdul Kadir, Babaiyi |
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