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The Four Coloured Headings Above Navigates You To The Different Pages.. Click on them for His profile, His Daily Entries, His Tagboard and His archives and links...	Sunday, February 28, 2010, 8:14 PM Alot of people has this saying.. "TO SEIZED EVERY MOMENTS........" I did, I tried and I applied it. But it seems so hard. I do not know what got into me. The more I am going to leave the force, the more F*&%ed UP I am. Due to that reason, everything goes haywire. My work.MyFriendship.My relationship.... I do not know why. Somewhere in me is not right. I've been hurting alot of people nowadays, especially the one whom I truly cared and love. Is it because of my Egoness?? I do not know why. Maybe its too early for me to go into a relationship or maybe seriously is just because of me. Me and my emo feeling and my egoness. Haiz. Half of me is trying its best to make you happy. But the other half of me love to hurt you. Seriously I do not know why. Maybe its in me. Hmm. To my baby. I am so sorry for not being myself for the past few days. I am really sorry.... Anyway, congrats to my cousin Nuraien for officially having the title wife on 20022010. Wishing you all the best. Watching you go up the aisle makes me wondering when is my turn. hehehe =) Hmm, my lil bro is in the army now. Enlisted on the 26022010. His 2 weeks confinement and not being at home is making me very lonely. Haiz.. Well, whatever it is. He is still my brother. And not seeing him around seriously make me feel lonely.. Anyway,looking at him being enlisted reminded me of my first day being enlisted into the police force. The feeling was very sad. Especially when you are having your last lunch with your whole family. That was the period you'll treasure them as you won't be able to see them for 2 weeks. I just wish my brother is safe and hopefully he'll overcome it. Insya'allah... Currently, I've been looking for a job here and there. Straining my neck going online looking for job on the internet. Hands filled with newspaper carbon due to the flipping of jobs ads pages. Asking people whether there is any job vacancies. Asking people for recommendations. Typing a nice and beautiful resume. Submitting my resume and application. Hopefully whatever I apply turns out great. What I can say is that. I am trying my best to seized every opportunity that's available. As you won't know. That opportunity will just run away..... Leaving you..... In the dark... And lost..... But if you can't seized that moment.... Just leave it... Maybe its not meant for you.... Signing Off.... Khairi Abdul Kadir, Babaiyi Thursday, February 18, 2010, 3:47 PM SCARED. WORRIED. SCARED. WORRIED. The 3 words that's running through my mind right now. I do not know why but I can simply sense that something is not going to be alright. I tried to stay positive but, the positivity is turning into negativity. I do not know what's going to happen to me. My life and my future. I have to remove this 3 words from my mind right now.As its starting to affect me badly. Really badly. Am SCARED. Scared that it'll spread around. If it spread. My life will be DOOMED!!! Am trying my best. Trying my best to stay positive. Trying my best to defend myself and trying my best to stop it from spreading further.Hopefully, it'll work. Hopefully it'll change people mindset. Hopefully.. If it still doesn't work. Only god knows what is my answer........ Living in fear is so called my life right now..... Am WORRIED. Worried, Worried that I am unable to find a suitable job when I am done with National Service. Its worrying me. Eversince my application for SPF has been turned down. The only dream career I've been wanting to go. Going through all the Classified Job Adverts . Nothing attract me. I do not know why. The only thing that attracts me is the SPF career. I do not know whether I should ask OO to help me appeal. Haiz. This is worrying me. Hopefully I can find a part time job for the time being while awaiting for the next 6 months to apply for SPF again... As for my B. Hopefully you'll stay strong. I know what we are going through now is a total shit. It's stressing me up and you too. Hopefully, we can go through it. Lets hope that whatever happen. You and me will be there. For each other.... signing off... Khairi Abdul Kadir, Babaiyi Saturday, February 6, 2010, 1:42 AM Trying to accept the fact on move on... Well. They've already respond to my supervisor appeal. And the outcome is still the same. UNSUCCESSFUL!!!! Up till now I am wondering.Is it because of the file that was put up against me? Maybe that could be their reason.But,whatever it is. I have to accept it now and move on with life. Erm, "..I still have one more person who can help me appeal. That'll be my OO. BUT! Am worried. Worried that he unable ot help me. Especially when I've given him 3 Letter Of Explaination?? Hahaha. Well, maybe I'll try to find a day to ask him in helping to appeal for me. As I really and seriously want to join the SPF..." Talking about moving on. Well, I have to look on other options now. Erm, like ICA?PRISONS?.The reason I am saying this is to prepare myself la IF my OO appeal is also rejected.So I really need to prepare myself. As for now. I'll be doing some job hunting. Be it part time of who knows full time. The reason is I am goign to ORD already!! Woohhooooo!! Like finally. The smell of freedom is so near!!!! Am left like a month to go?? Yeah, A MONTH!!!! "I AM SO HAPPY!!!!!" Anyway. I really enjoyed the 3rd February gathering at East Coast. Organised by Ali. Really like it alot! Will always cherish that moment. Well, here are some of the pictures taken during 3rd of Feb gathering(more can be found on my Facebook account) : Well, that's it la. I really enjoyed myself that night. Anyway, I got to go now. Need to wake up early tomorrow to send my lil cousin for his swimming lesson. Later in the evening. I have my SafariZoo Run. So gonna be a busy day for me. So to all of you peeps out there. Take care=) Love you all.... especially my sweet... Signing off.... Khairi Abdul Kadir, Babaiyi Monday, February 1, 2010, 10:03 PM ITS OVER!!!! Finally, the intensive training I've been through for the past 2 weeks(which includes, sweating continuously. Sun-tanning under the sun. And of course cursing and swearing.) was worth it!!! The ending was a nice and memorable event which I won't ever forget in my whole life. I REALLY LOVE THE WHOLE EVENT!!!!!! Witnessing the symbolic changing of command in live view and of course, putting up a beautiful parade for our CP. And as for me. An NSF in the Singapore Police who is going to ORD soon, I feel so honoured to be in the marching contingent, representing Jurong Division. I will definitely remember this day. The day; Outgoing CP handing over Command; Incoming CP taking over Command; and definitely, the day where I made alot of new friends. To my 2 new made friends, Saifudin and Hidzir. You guys are great. Will keep in contact with you guys. Well, I got to go now. My legs are hurting and body tired. Need rest. You guys takecare!!! And to my sweet. Love you alot...... Signing Off..... Khairi Abdul Kadir, Babaiyi		ShortInfoAboutKHAIBABAIYI Vanity isn't a sin, a little narcissm wouldn't hurt. *SHORT INFO ABOUT ME!!* *The name Muhammad Khairi Bin Abdul Kadir, given by his 2 beloved parents* *Born in the Year of 1989, month of May* *Was born with a mixture of Chinese And Malay blood(sheesh..ppl are all asking are you malay or chinese??)* *Still Single(this sucks!!)* *Completed Full Time NS with Singapore Police Force* *A type of guy who always believes that everyone tends make mistakes* *Happy go lucky guy=)* **A very nice person to mingle , have fun etc etc.. BUT if you mess around or F&$ around with him , he will not hesitate to make your life misearable. Which is damn true!!!* KHAI LOVE Loves the colour green and the beautiful Nature god gave Loves Chocolates alot. The only stress remover! Loves to jog and workout during free time Loves to make more friends. The more the merrier! KHAI HATES Hates hurting people feelings. Hurting others will also hurt him. Hates backstabber. Hates unloyal people(oops, sounds weird...) Hates Liars!!! Hates BITCHY people!!! Hates COCKROACHES!!! Eeek! KHAI DREAMS To get upclose with his Idols , Dato' Siti and Taufik** His dreams of getting a new phone(dream accomplished) Eventhough its not the model he wanted =) *To finish National Service (dream accomplished)* *To work in the government sector* *To have a good life* *To change all his wardrobe* *To make his parents have a good life* *To meet up with all his best friends and hangout like no one business* *To quit what he's been doing.* *To have alot of money. Huahuahua* IF YOU GUYS WANT TO KNOW MORE ABOUT HIM,ASK HIM PERSONALLY.HE HATE PEOPLE WHO WANTS TO KNOW MORE ABOUT HIM BUT ASK OTHER PEOPLE FOR HELP.IF HE KNOWS THAT YOU ARE USING OTHER PEOPLE TO ASK ABOUT HIM,REST ASSURED YOU WON'T BE ENTERTAINED TOO OFTEN!!! *Feel free to add me up at my MSN: khai54@msn.com*		The People/Group Whomhe TreasureAlot A Teresa, Rasyid B Diyana, Danial C Syah, Yiwen D Haven, Suji E Rina, Myra F Celine, Suhaimi G Fauzan, Shah H Syu ICA, Atiqah ICA, THE GROUPIES HE LOVES AND NEVER FORGETS.. 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