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Thursday, May 28, 2009, 1:19 PM SORRY Buckcherry Oh, I had a lot to say Was thinkin' all my time away I missed you and things weren't the same 'Cause everything inside It never comes out right And when I see you cry It makes me want to die I'm sorry I'm bad I'm sorry You're blue I'm sorry 'bout all the things I said to you And I know I can't take it back I love how you kiss I love all your sounds And baby the way you make my world go 'round And I just wanted to say I'm sorry This time I think I'm to blame It's harder to get through the days You get older and blame turns to shame 'Cause everything inside It never comes out right And when I see you cry It makes me want to die I'm sorry I'm bad I'm sorry You're blue I'm sorry 'bout all the things I said to you And I know I can't take it back I love how you kiss I love all your sounds And baby the way you make my world go 'round And I just wanted to say I'm sorry Every single day I think about how we came all this way The sleepless nights and the tears you cried It's never too late to make it right, oh yeah Sorry I'm sorry I'm bad I'm sorry You're blue I'm sorry 'bout all the things I said to you And I know I can't take it back I love how you kiss I love all your sounds And baby the way you make my world go 'round And I just wanted to say I'm sorry I'm sorry baby I'm sorry baby I'm sorry , 1:00 PM Bleeding Love.... BLEEDING LOVE... Leona Lewis Closed off from love, I didn't need the pain Once or twice was enough and it was all in vain Time starts to pass, before you know it you're frozen But something happened for the very first time with you My heart melted to the ground, found something true And everyone's looking 'round, thinking I'm going crazy But I don't care what they say, I'm in love with you They try to pull me away, but they don't know the truth My heart's crippled by the vein that I keep on closing You cut me open and I Keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding, I keep, keep bleeding love Keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love You cut me open Trying hard not to hear, but they talk so loud Their piercing sounds fill my ears, try to fill me with doubt Yet I know that their goal is to keep me from falling But nothing's greater than the risk that comes with your embrace And in this world of loneliness, I see your face Yet everyone around me thinks that I'm going crazy Maybe, maybe But I don't care what they say, I'm in love with you They try to pull me away, but they don't know the truth My heart's crippled by the vein that I keep on closing You cut me open and I Keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding, I keep, keep bleeding love Keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love You cut me open And it's draining all of me Though they find it hard to believe I'll be wearing these scars for everyone to see I don't care what they say, I'm in love with you They try to pull me away, but they don't know the truth My heart's crippled by the vein that I keep on closing Oh, you cut me open and I Keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding, I keep, keep bleeding love Keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love Oh, you cut me open and I Keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding, I keep, keep bleeding love Keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love Oh, you cut me open and I Keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love , 11:43 AM I Am Sorry........ I've realised. What a fool I've been. I never treasure people. Now I realise how it feels like to have the feeling of loosing someone. Someone close to you and in your heart. I didn't mean to hurt your feelings. Hurting your feelings is like hurting my feelings too. What a fool I've been... I admit... I should have think of the consequences before doing it... But... Its too late now. It already happened. How I wished I can turn backed the time and mend my ways. If you're reading this.. I really hope you can give me another chance. Another chance to repent and mend my ways...... I don't want to loose you... You are special.... If you were to read this.. Just want to tell you that... "I AM SORRY....VERY SORRY...." =( Khairi Abdul Kadir. depressed soon boy.... Labels: sadness.. Tuesday, May 26, 2009, 12:50 AM You got problem with me is it???? People... Finally I am back again....Been very busy with all kind of nonsense stuff .. Luckily manage to handle!!!!!! Well, actually got alot to tell la, but gonna make it short! Yesterday 25/05/2009..... After my night shift I went home straight as my night shift was like hell!!! Problem after problem crops up. And the best part , during my night shift, I felt so hurt!!! Damn hurt!!! Haiz.... Only god knows how I feel.. (Well, I am not hurt now, as I forgive that person already la....) Thank god! All the problems that crops up ceases by 0100hrs... Finally I can relax my mind and soul.. During my night shift, manage to do some redesigning to my team notice board. Its been like 2 years I never did notice board designing and getting to help in designing the board made me so happy as I can finally put my artistic skills at work for them to see....(macam paham!!!) Well, of course, there's a handful of people who gave a helping hand in helping with the designing.. Currently, the designing of the board is still in progress as there's alot of stuff need to be done like taking pictures of the team etc etc etc. Hopefully the whole team loves it!! (Well, going to stop talking about work la. Its my off day..DUH!!!) Well,I manage to meet my special person in the evening. FINALLY!!! Its been a week I've never get to see that special person. Seeing that person in the evening made me so happy. "Aku rela korbankan waktu tidurku untuk dia.." So, met that person at Bedok Interchange. (Sanggup tau dari jurong ke bedok just nak jumpa dia..sayang nyer pasal!!) Took bus 30 and went to Harbourfront for dinner at Banquet. I ordered Fried Kway Teow. I don't know why, but I been craving for it for so long. (mengandung tak??hahaha..Nonsense!!) And my sayang ordered Chicken rice. My favorite dish!! So we talk as we eat.... After eating, we went to Vivo "jalan-jalan" for a while as my deary got work later part. So we just like window shopping until its time for my special person to move off for work, we make a move. Both of us parted ways after that.! TO MY SPECIAL PERSON... I LOVE YOU ALOT OKAY...GONNA MISS YOU!!! Saturday,23/05/2009...... It's my morning shift. Work was smooth until handover time. And I like it... IT WAS SUPERB!!!! Well, not going to expect smoothness all the time. Must be prepared for the days to come!! =) Well, there is something bothering me after I handed over duty. I coincidentally pass by one of my colleagues and she told me that I am getting fat!!! After hearing that I was like, NO!!!!!!! Hearing that make me so damn scared. I am scared that I be back to square one!!! I don't want that!!! Seriously I do not want to go back to my old self. I admit, past few weeks I've been slacking alot due to alot of sickness I've encountered. I didn't know that my slackness produces this type of comment. It is so drastic!!!! I am not so sure whether the comment they made were real or just trying to frighten me. SO, after hearing that.. erm so called "compliment" I am finally awake!!! I am definitely going to get my ass working again.. or else all the training I've been through in the past will go down the drain. Furthermore, don't want to let my FI James be disappointed. He's been helping me by giving tips and the correct ways of exercising and loosing weight. So musn't disappoint him! =) THE OLD ME!!!! I AM NOT GOING TO BE LIKE THIS AGAIN NEVER EVER!!!! I WANT TO MAINTAIN WHAT I AM TODAY....I WANT TO MAINTAIN THIS FOREVER!!!!!!!!!! Today...... I don't understand with people nowadays!!! Don't be a coward la by sending me an email fucking me!!!!! FUCK YOU!!! Name yourself a guy!!If you're a guy, come forward and talk to me personally la. DON'T BE A ASSHOLE JERK!!!!!! Well, I opened up my mail Inbox just now. And to my shock I received an email screwing me up!!! I was like ... "what the hell???" "You got problem is it???" "Got problem come to me la!!!" Fucking mad lor when I opened the mail. Only cowards use email to screw other people. To that guy, if you're reading this, I am just telling you... What you did by sending email screwing me are actually done by sissies. ONLY SISSY LIKE YOU SEND EMAIL!!!!! Kalau anak jantan jumpa aku la..Takde buah pe!!!! Boleh berbual pe!!!!! I am not scared of you la!!!! Dammit!! Very pissed when I saw the mail... AAARGH... Going to stop thinking about it. No point thinking about things done by sissies like him.. Well, I think I got to go now. Need my rest,as I need to wake up early for morning jog... and I got BBQ event in the evening with my team at East Coast. Will update you people about it soon. Till then. Chiaoz! Khairi Abdul Kadir Friday, May 22, 2009, 5:41 PM STRESSED UP!!!!! Yoha!!!!!! Finally managed to get my blog to normal...hahaha... Or else I be damn stressed!! Well today,Got nothing to say.. Just want to let out some stuff that's making me frustrated like crazy since morning!!! Currently I am encountering a problem with my Motorola Hp. Damn it la!!!! No wonder people say Motorola model not good!!! Now I support what people told me. All this while, I told them " No la... Motorola Good..." "Good" my head lor!!! This is the second time la my HP give me problem. FCUK la!!!!! Tried everything, but I simply can't get the thing solve!!!! AAARGH!!!!!!!! Bo pian already, I called the service centre. But was put on hold for nearly 15 mins. FRUSTRATED!!!! Put down the phone. Haiz...Too Fed-Up. I send out an email to their customer service regarding my Handphone problem and their services. Hopefully to get a response from them!!!! =X (BY RIGHT THERE'S NO SYMBOL "H" ON THE SCREEN. I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT THE SYMBOL REPRESENT.THE CORRECT SYMBOL SHOULD BE "3G") Well, yesterday I got quite worried about my special person. That person is like so.. not in the mood to talk due to some bad experience that person encountered . But luckily, that person is okay now, after that person took a cold shower..hehehe I am happy to hear the happiness back. Just want to tell you that you made me worried like crazy. But now I am okay. Glad to hear you are happy back;) LOVE YA!!! ERM... Well, got to go la.. Need to do some meditation to ease myself now,due to my STUPID HP!!!!!! DAMN IT!!!! And at the same time. Prepare myself to go my aunt house. =) Gonna update you more about the problem.. hehehe Till then, tkcare people! Khairi Abdul Kadir Thursday, May 21, 2009, 6:37 PM Hmmm...I wonder.... Good Day people!!! DAMMIT.. MY BLOG IS SO PLAIN...THANKS TO MY SISTER WHO "PANDAI PANDAI"!!!! GONNA MAKE HER RE-DO IT UNTIL I AM SATISFIED!!! Just want to share what I been through from yesterday evening till now.... Yesterday Evening (20/05/2009 Well, Yesterday was my night shift work . So as per normal, I be reporting for work. When I reach my workplace, I was informed by my colleague that one of my best working colleague was being told to leave the workplace and never come back due to the mistake he made. The news was such a big shock for me la. I didn't expect this to happen to him la. He's like the best worker who is willing to work one. I just feel sorry for him la.Well, my team did manage to talk things out with his superior but his superior can't do anything as this is in their management level already. Well what I can do now is to pray for him that he won't be terminated from his service as seriously,if he is terminated..look at the economic now...Very bad. Well, I just hope everything goes well for him. Early morning..21/05/2009 Hmm... at work. It was nearly handing over period. Everything was smooth except some shits which I handed over to other team. Hehehe. But who cares. I've already handed over. Well, after handing over all the stuff to other team, I proceed to my locker and watch the finals for the American Idol!!!!!! .. WOOHOOO!!!!!!! KRIS won The idol... For Adam..U too got nice vocal.. you're also the best!!!! Will support you also la.... Well, after knowing the result, I proceed to do my normal routine. After my normal routine. I headed home. Feeling so tired. Once reach home, I change and went straight for my comfy bed. I slept for like 7 hours from 1230hrs till 1830hours.. Fuuh...damn shiok! Well, really enjoyed my beauty sleep. =) Erm, well.. that's all I guess. I need to take a shower now. Very hot and warm. Can't take it. So up till now.. you people take care=) Chiaoz!!! "..to my special person.... I miss you alot....we meet up soon okay. Love ya!.." Khairi Abdul Kadir Wednesday, May 20, 2009, 2:44 PM Serve you right!!!!!! WHAT??? Fractured hand??Hairline crack?? Hahahah... Like what malay people say: " PADAN MUKA KAU!!!" Serve you right! You really deserve it. Should I pity him or not?? Well, a little bit only la. I could say...erm 10% only I pity him. The other 90% hahaha!!! Why am i so mean?? Well told by my mum that my Bro need casting on his hand. So I don't know why la I felt so Happy! Maybe he really deserve it la. This will show to him that he is not that tough nor strong eventhough he is big. I really hope this will be a learning lesson for him la. A lesson for him NOT: 1)To act Big 2)To act strong 3)To act tough This is because you've wasted alot of mums time waiting for you! As for me. Being his eldest brother. What I can only do is to pray for him that he will get well soon and mend his way. Amin. Khari Abdul Kadir , 9:17 AM It won't definitely happen again.Promised! Morning people!!!! Well, I know... People at this hour are at work or still in lalala land...So don't tell me why I am awake at this hour.. hehe Well, was woken up by my mum to help her send my little cousin to her nursery school. Actually, I was reluctant to send her to school because I did'nt have enough sleep. But looking at her cute face and eagerness to go school, I got no choice. But to send her to school. Love her alot!! ME AND MY LITTLE COUSIN, NUR JAFNI. LOVER HER ALOT! At Work....... Well, yesterday at work i felt a little bit down. The reason I felt down beacause I was sounded by my superior for my inappropriate behaviour and character. Well, luckily I and my superior manage to talk things out and I felt a little bit better. Well, i did learn my mistake and I'll assure that it won't happen again. Yesterday, during my break time, I was looking for people to go eat lunch with me. But sadly, none are free. All are busy at their point. Except for one, which I manage to find. Sharmilee. Thank god! I have someone to eat with. Well I had mee rebus for my break yesterday. Well its the canteen special menu. Erm... Well, I did'nt manage to finish the food as its alot for me. What a waste. Anyway after eating, me and sharmilee parted ways to resume our work. After eating, felt so sleepy at my workplace. But no choice. I have to endure it. THANK GOD!!! I MANAGE TO ENDURE IT TILL HANDOVER TIME =) Haiz.. I missed that special person of mine... Manage to talk with that person yesterday night for like half and hour. The half and hour talk did alot of miracles. It manage to...erm, like what the malay says: "... ubati hati yang sedang rindu..." To that special person. Up till now, when I am typing this blog. I miss you soo much!!! Your face always appear in my mind..... Well, I better stop here la for now. Need to do some workout. Maklumlah...nak maintain..hahaha.. Till then,take care and wait for my updates!!!! Love Ya people!!! Khairi Abdul Kadir Monday, May 18, 2009, 11:01 PM KHAI IS BACK!!!!!!! Hello people.... I am back.... Well, after a long disappearance, I finally made the decision to make a come back. Anyway credits goes to my friend, rasyid for making this blog alive again!!! OWE YOU BIG TIME DUDE!!!. Well, let me describe a little bit about my life eversince I never update this blog. Erm,after I stop blogging. My life is so damn misearable!!! Gone through a lot of shits which hurts me alot. I nearly go into depression mode. But luckily, I manage to handle and control it before it turns out bad. I don't know why. My life is so confused after I nearly go into depression mode. My life is so damn stressed . Be it at home or at work. I even told myself. AM I FATED TO BE LIKE THIS??PROBLEMATIC ALWAYS?? HAIZ........... All this change after I met this special person . This special person really change my life. We got lot of similarities between us. To that special person. Thanks for coming into my life. You really change my life. And if you are reading this, YOU ARE THE ONE WHO CAN MAKE ME HAPPY! And to you guys and gerls out there, stop asking me who is that person. Sooner or later you'll know. Erm..My mum's birthday this 19th May. Still thinking what I should give her. Up till now, i don't know what to give her. Got so many choices!!! Well, let's just see what I give my mum on 19th May.Hehehe! DAMMIT!!!! I nearly forgot!!! I am working and need to wake up early..AArgh... Well up to here la. Need to sleep and get some rest.Or else I be so damn weak at work. Hahaha! Well, I will stop here la for now. Just wait for my update Night People=) Khairi Abdul Kadir		ShortInfoAboutKHAIBABAIYI Vanity isn't a sin, a little narcissm wouldn't hurt. *SHORT INFO ABOUT ME!!* *The name Muhammad Khairi Bin Abdul Kadir, given by his 2 beloved parents* *Born in the Year of 1989, month of May* *Was born with a mixture of Chinese And Malay blood(sheesh..ppl are all asking are you malay or chinese??)* *Still Single(this sucks!!)* *Completed Full Time NS with Singapore Police Force* *A type of guy who always believes that everyone tends make mistakes* *Happy go lucky guy=)* **A very nice person to mingle , have fun etc etc.. BUT if you mess around or F&$ around with him , he will not hesitate to make your life misearable. Which is damn true!!!* KHAI LOVE Loves the colour green and the beautiful Nature god gave Loves Chocolates alot. The only stress remover! Loves to jog and workout during free time Loves to make more friends. The more the merrier! KHAI HATES Hates hurting people feelings. Hurting others will also hurt him. Hates backstabber. Hates unloyal people(oops, sounds weird...) Hates Liars!!! Hates BITCHY people!!! Hates COCKROACHES!!! Eeek! KHAI DREAMS To get upclose with his Idols , Dato' Siti and Taufik** His dreams of getting a new phone(dream accomplished) Eventhough its not the model he wanted =) *To finish National Service (dream accomplished)* *To work in the government sector* *To have a good life* *To change all his wardrobe* *To make his parents have a good life* *To meet up with all his best friends and hangout like no one business* *To quit what he's been doing.* *To have alot of money. Huahuahua* IF YOU GUYS WANT TO KNOW MORE ABOUT HIM,ASK HIM PERSONALLY.HE HATE PEOPLE WHO WANTS TO KNOW MORE ABOUT HIM BUT ASK OTHER PEOPLE FOR HELP.IF HE KNOWS THAT YOU ARE USING OTHER PEOPLE TO ASK ABOUT HIM,REST ASSURED YOU WON'T BE ENTERTAINED TOO OFTEN!!! *Feel free to add me up at my MSN: khai54@msn.com*		The People/Group Whomhe TreasureAlot A Teresa, Rasyid B Diyana, Danial C Syah, Yiwen D Haven, Suji E Rina, Myra F Celine, Suhaimi G Fauzan, Shah H Syu ICA, Atiqah ICA, THE GROUPIES HE LOVES AND NEVER FORGETS.. F ITE BB-SC Official Blog G Misteri Jam 12 Blog YesterdayIsHistory. + Finally.Got the time to update my blog.Hmmm....Bef... + A little Updates... + Rest In Peace my friend... + Busy and tiring Week! + Awesome Weekends! + Fated?Tired? Frustrating? + Weekends!!!! + Not looking forward to 21! + I can only sayIMYalot.....Am so sorry that my trai... + NEEDS A VACATION!!!!! 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