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The Four Coloured Headings Above Navigates You To The Different Pages.. Click on them for His profile, His Daily Entries, His Tagboard and His archives and links...	Friday, January 30, 2009, 12:52 AM "Jangan Pandang Belakang" I don't know why.. but eversince i came back from my oversea trip.. I felt that my life change and I learnt how to: 1) be patient 2) stay strong 3) stay positive 4) open up 5) Be happy always;) Well, maybe the trip really ease my mind and forget the past... Thank God it works.. Now I am always looking forward for the next day challenges which I am sure that I can overcome it... AND ONE MORE THING........ I always ensure that I remember this particular malay movie title "...JANGAN PANDANG BELAKANG.." to me it means that,if i look back, it will definitely haunt me again... "Therefore Khairi..look forward for the challenges in the days to come and always remember the 5 things you've learnt... " "Well to that respective person,very sorry that you didn't get what you wanted.... But not to worry..rest assured you get it...soon" ~khairi abdul kadir~ Wednesday, January 28, 2009, 10:33 AM I am Missing INDONESIA!!!! ( I am rich!!!!) (@ Batam centre posing) (smile!!!!) (Seafood By the seaside jetty) (posing with my aunt) I am back!!!!! And currently resuming my normal routine back in Singapore.. Yesterday work was a BLAST!!!!!!! damn stress!!!! I thought after my trip its gonna be relaxing..but...neh...it turns out differently...haiz...But who cares.. Thank God I managed to handle it...hahaha..well,I am gonna stop talking about yesterday work.... Thinking of it make me more stress.... Looking forward for the upcoming day ahead!!!! Well, eversince i got back from Indonesia on the 26th, I kinda miss that place... Being there make me feel so relax...well...really enjoyed myself there la..... The currency down there is so damn confusing.. When purchasing things.. I ask my cousins to help me or my aunt..hahaha...so hard sia..... hmmm... After this trip, I must really work my ass off... because down there I've been eating all the time...hahaha....Luckily didn't gain Thanks to the gym provided by the hotel,I work out a lil bit la....hahhaa..so scared sia.... The reason being is that the food there was...yummy...so damn delicious... Got to try wierd food like sea cucumber...(yucks..taste rubbery) and don't know what else la...what I know down there I eat all the time....hahah...The best part is I got to eat A&W.... where on earth in Sinapore u can find that restaurant.... So every night before heading off to our hotel my cousin would purchase A&W food..yummy..!!!hahahaha Hmm...Well there's alot of differences between Singapore and Indonesia... There the environment is so topsy turvy. Its soo much differrent compared to Singapore. I am lucky to be staying in Singapore.... Well, I am in SIngapore now.... Gonna miss Batam Indonesia and all the people there...especially the hotel staff I am staying at...they are so kind.... going to miss that place... Haiz... How I wish I can stay longer at Indonesia...hahaha..... Well... Maybe next time.... (Manage to upload some pictures in this entry la...more picture can be found at my facebook account & frindster account.) ~khairi abdul Kadir~ Saturday, January 24, 2009, 8:39 AM GOODBYE PROBLEMS..HELLO ENJOYNESS!!! YES...FINALLY.. The day has arrived!!! Will be leaving Singapore at noon for my oversea trip.. I've been waiting for this moment for a quite a long time...hahaha Well I am gonna make sure that I make full use of this trip to enjoy,relax and ease myself. And definitely forget everything that happen towards me in Singapore. had enough already la.. Hopefully when i return back..I will forget the past....and start a new chapter and life.... GOODBYE PROBLEMS!!!!!!HELLO ENJOYNESS!!!!!! (Btw, You made me waited for your sms reply till i fall asleep..wth..hahah..but nevermind lucky I am a forgiving person. this time i forgive u ok....hahahah) ~khairi kadir~ Thursday, January 22, 2009, 9:46 PM Well.... Today was a blast la.... First time ride a car.... HHAHAHHAHAH... So shiok la!!!!!!! Well had team bonding activity with all the checkpoint officers at TUAS!!!! Previous one was bowling this time round was GO KARTING.... woohoo...so fun!!!!!! Well... didn't manage to get to the finals la.but who cares .... what i know is I had alot of fun...hahahaah.the spinning...going out of track...and of course bumping into the seniors(OOPS!!Sorry sir!!!).Really enjoyed the event....Hhahaahah... will definitely go GO KARTING again la..but this time round will go to Escape one la...more cheaper... The one at Taman Jurong SO expensive...ahaahahah haiz..so shiok!!!!! After that, me and azri went to JP la... Was supposed to be 3 of us la. but don't know why the last one don't want go... The reason he said was too old???? I was like Huh?? He did take my joke so seriously ar???? Well if u reading just want to say sorry!!!!!! Haiz i don't know la..... Nevermind la..ahahaha.... Well we hangout at Mac JP la... then came this fella... azri friend whom a friend of mine too.... Well, if he want to give me attitude or fuck up face go ahead la.... U are the one who started it first....NOT ME... felt so frustrated la... he think I what??? BATU??? Fuck la... I am not the losing party... ITS YOU!!!!!! okay....... Well, I am currently waiting for my 3 days overseas trip this coming 24 Jan, Hopefully this trip will make me forget everything in the past... And make me a new person.... HOPEFULLY!!!! Maybe for now, what I need is some rest now and don't think too much......haiz... (by the way, I can't believe that someone want to hug me.....heheheeheh.. so shy :P!!!!) ~khairi kadir a.k.a stressed and confused boy~ Wednesday, January 21, 2009, 9:45 PM Haiz... Its been a while I post something here..haahah...been very busy with life maybe.... well... I don't know what's gonna happen to me next. Alot of unexpecting thing happen to me as days goes by...I always question myself whether I am fated to be like this?? Why must I always have to take this challenge which I think can't be solve.. AARGHHH!!!So stressed!!!! Haiz.. I finally manage to let out my problem to another of my working colleague.. he was so understanding. All the advice he gave was good and understandable... But its up to me now.. I myself have to make the final decision. Up till now, I don't know what is my final decision.?? So stressed.. I don't want hurt people feelings. If I hurt people feelings, it also hurts me.... as I don't like to hurt people feelings... Well maybe I just leave this matter to God. Let him decide which is best for me. But for my part,maybe i try a little bit la to solve this problem and i need good friends to be by my sides to help and support me now...... Btw...just wanna say thanks to these few people who are by my sides to hear me out... syahrilazrishukor YOU GUYS REALLY HELP ME ALOT!!!!! THANKS DUDES!!!! Btw I can't wait for my Overseas trip on the 24th Jan...Hopefully after this 4 days trip, it will ease my mind and start afresh... khairi abdul kadir Wednesday, January 14, 2009, 10:59 PM Happiest Time Of My Life...... (KK is my name in the scoreboard) (The winning team) (Best!!!) (Items that I shopped at Jurong Point) Well... Today is the most memorable day of my life... Had so much fun with my Team mate at HomeTeamNS.... We had bowling competition and lunch buffet with the other teams... And when the bowling competition started, I made a fool of myself !!!!! First few try I throw the bowling ball. it went to the longkang and i was like the only guy among the other teams who didn't do well...so paiseh sey... But after a few tries... I managed to do it...Managed to score...and the best part is I managed to score a strike 5 times.....Well, I can so called say that I am an expert????hahahaa....neh....still an amateuer ...hahahaha... *After 3 rounds of game...the result came...my team scored 3rd....Well Done to my team!!!!!!hahaha...After that we dispersed....* Me,Eyammie,Azlan,Md Noor and azri headed to Jurong point after that.... Reached Jurong Point, I and Azri went shopping whereas the other 3 hangout at starbuck... I spent like nobody business....went to freshbox,then Baleno,then John Little... Cool ar!!! I spent like....hmm..... can't say la...hahahaha... After that I hang out with azri and his buddy who is also my buddy,hafiz...met him at jurong point coincidently...so we hang out...talk nonsense........until its time to go home...we went our seperate ways.....hahaha.. *I can say this is the happiest time of my life ever.....* *~khairi kadir~* *(more photos can be found at my facebook and friendster)* Labels: Short Break Tuesday, January 13, 2009, 10:24 PM HAIZ.......UPSET BUT ACCEPT...... Haiz....Today...well...I can say he most boring day I ever had.... Well, after my night shift work as usual, go back home and sleep...as i've planned to go out with Syahril to Cathay to retrieve my repaired Handphone....and maybe go shopping after that or chill around..... But sadly, Once i woke up from my beauty sleep at around 3 pm like that... I Received an sms from Syahril stating he can't make it..... I was like.."Haiya......then I go alone????" But its okay I understand... He told me he need to do his school work...so I was like..hmm.. its okay la....School comes first..... So from that time onward I started smsing all my other peeps asking whether they wanna accompany me out go Cathay...But all replied me...cannot...BUSY!!!!!! I was like AARGH!!!!!!! But luckily I managed to control myself...so i've decided I go myself to Cathay to retrieve it personally..... Once i reached Cathay I was like a blur cock!!!!Loner!!!! Like so awkward sia walking alone at Cathay....But I just told myself..nevermind,just got there and collect my phone.... After collecting my phone at moto service centre...I told myself that I want to shop for clothes...but when I walking in and out shops... Istraight away got out of Cathay building and told myself that's it...cannot tahan walking alone(felt like a nerd!!!)...So, I SMSed Syahril whether I should ask that friend of mine to be with me at Cathay accompany me shopping.. Syahril told me just go ahead and contact ...So I contacted him..but to no avail...NO RESPONSE from him..... I was like oh SHIT!!!!! What am I going to do now???? After so many attempt to contact him, i told Syahril...That's it I am going home...its pointless sia going shopping alone... hahahaha... Feeling frustrated and sad and mad and happy???? I headed home la... Up till now, when i write this entry. I keep asking myself... WHY????? I just told myself...."UPSET BUT ACCEPT" ~Khairi Kadir~ Monday, January 12, 2009, 3:00 PM Go For It Brother!!!!!! *THE PICTURES THAT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE UPLOADED IN MY LAST ENTRY.......THE SOUTHERN RIDGE WALK...* *THE VIEW UP HERE ON THE HENDERSON WAVE WAS SUPERB!!!!!!* *(THE FORESTED ZIG-ZAG WALK AT TELOK BLANGAH HILL PARK)* *"Fuuh!!!! finally got to upload the pictures..hahahah..well.... will be going there again soon"* I don't know...the past few days i've been feeling so stressed up.... ... I don't know how to cope with my life already .... Lucky I have working colleagus who will make my day or reduce my stress..hahaha....Well whhat i just need now is maybe just alot of rest and sleep???YUP should be.....hahaha...will be going to sleep later after typing this entry...hahahah.... Hmm.....heard about Singapore Idol 3 coming soon...Finally...Singapore will have another idol...hahah( I am not saying that i don't support taufik and hady ar....still a strong supporter..!!!!) Well, my ex colleague Syahril SMS me earlier saying about Singapore Idol 3....And he was telling me how eager he wants to join the event and how excited he is as he has been waiting for this opportunity for 5 years.... Well..Since he said that...I will support him all the way sia..... And make sure he be the next singapore idol 3..... As for me?? Joining Singapore Idol??? Neh... I am too good for this...heheheheh *"Syahril Bro!!!!! U HAVE MY SUPPORT!!!!!! GO FOR IT !!!! I BE BY YOUR BACK TO SUPPORT YOU ALL THE WAY TO THE TOP!!!!!!* *~Khairi Kadir~* Tuesday, January 6, 2009, 9:02 PM MEMORABLE EXPERIENCE!!!!! Well today had the most memorable and enjoyable day i had...... Well today I went to Mt Faber as part of my Inservice (inservice- a get together activity for all department of the same team. Which is Team A).But for my department,only me and eyammie went..the rest are busy with some important stuff..... Well we didn't just when to Mt Faber. The main part of the event was walking on the southern ridges park. From Mt Faber we walk all the way to HENDERSON WAVES, the new iconic bridge in Singapore...Well it was a tiring walk la to get to to that bridge that links Mt Faber to Telok Blangah Hill Park. Well...once i reached the Bridge, I was like OH MY GOD!!!!!!!! The Bridge design is so damn nice la.....( it looks totally different from what I saw when I am in a bus or in a car.....) I was like....wow..wow..wow!!!!And i felt like I was a tourist,curious on the bridge design,how they do it.blah blah.... i'm so amazed by it.... I was like"...hmm... not bad...hmm okay...cool...."when I was walking across on the bridge..... We reached Telok Blangah Hill Park once we crossed the bridge.... Then we walk like for 1 KM, to get to another part of the attraction at Telok Blangah Hill Park, walking on a elevated bridge in the rainforest(called the earth trail).....It was damn beautiful la....a best place for nature lover...hahaha...well..we walk on the elevated bridge, then we crossed the Alexandra Arch till we reached the Hort Park..... During the journey....haiz.. I can't describe it..ITS A HEAVEN........ well(will be uploading the picture later), we ended our walk on the southern ridges at Hort Park... Hort Park is also a beautiful place.... How I wish I can go there again...but this time round with a partner..... (will be uploading the pictures later or soon) ~khairi Kadir~ , 12:08 AM STRESSED!!!! *Well...yesterday..well after i posted the earlier blog...i went to my bed...and had a good sleep....i slept like no body business till 7 in the evening.....* SO SHIOK After my beauty sleep, I quickly shower and change to new clothes as i am in a hurry to go to imm M1 shop.... well... not to get a new phone... but to repair it la..... Damn ffucked up la with all the technology i owned... fristly my comp....showing signs that is gonna give way,,,, now my MOTOROLA RAZR2V9 phone.... Fuck sia the phone, i just realised it when i reporting off for work that my camera function is spoiled.....(image is below....)... it shows greenish image eventhough i didn't activate any effects.. I was... fuck la u hp..... So thats the first part, The second part was best... I was like tiring myself to get to IMM M1 shop...and once i reached at the counter to enquire about my hp, the sales associate told that i have to go to the manufacturer to get it done.. I was like...huh??manufacturer??Its at handy road la at the cathay there.....Where got time sia to go..... feeling frustrated, put up a happy face and left..... THIS ARE THE PICTURES MY CAMERA ARE CURENTLY PRODUCING!!!!! Now planning myself whether should i go as soon as possible, coz I can't live without my hp...haiz.... Don't know la... So many problem crop up!!!!!!! Fuck sia *~Khairi Kadir~* Monday, January 5, 2009, 1:09 PM http.blogspot.com Haiz... Another boring day yesterday at work during night shift.. But there was one part of the night that me and my colleagues really enjoyed... we played the game called "scissors,paper,stone" the game is simple la... those who loose have to scoop a hot chilli sauce with a piece of cracker ..looser not allowed to drink water until they win..Sound Simple??? Yes...But remind u la..the chilli damn spicy and hot sia.... I being the person who always loose to my colleague have to do it... First time nevermind...the third and the fourth i was like....OH MY GOD!!!!!!! almost faint sia... Luckily manage to win..and i drank like my no body business.... In the end i throw the white flag....Surrendering!!!hahaha..(btw,not a coward! just want be safe)..haha..really enjopyed that night.... Want to say thanks to my working coleague fOr making my daY.. *1)Tan Hock Lye* *2)Eyammie Sahamin* *3)Fauzi Jamil* Well , currently still thinking about the problem I am encountering, still trying my very best to overcome it... Well, managed to talk with syahril la..My John Little working colleague on the 1 Jan 09, His a good listener and kinda like my brother la. So i guess he is the rightful person la who can listen to my problems.... What i didn't expect from him is that he is also encountering the same problem as me..so surprised...!!! Well he did gave me a good advice la like not to take this matter seriously..and not to let this stuff affect my life... Its part and parcel of relationship..carry in with my life normally .... So we talk like like 45 minutes la..talking and talking me hearing his problem and him hearing my problem...and sadly i have to end the conversation short la due to some pop up work... Sorry bro!!! But whaever it is bro...will try to heed your advice...thanks...will keep in touch with u and meet u soon... I don't know why my life is full of problem..yet to end my current problem,another problem crop up...haiz.....headache ar.... now people are accusing me this and that....which are not real....hiaz...i can't do anything but to just listen to their nonsense....feel like crying sia... Haiz...I got nothing to say la...but to just carry on with my life....like what syahril said... i regretted for what i did to her and him *~khairi Kadir~* Saturday, January 3, 2009, 12:25 AM FATED??MISEARABLE??SICK?? Haiz.. I don't know whats happening to me....... My life is like ruined already.. I just felt that my life Its like fated to be like this... I feel so so damn misearable right now... I don't lnow what am i going to do now..... *1)Should i change my lifestyle?* *2)Should i just carry on with my current lifestyle??* *3)Or should i just ignored and pretend nothing happen??* *I feel so lost right now... I don't even know whether i did the right thing or not...haiz...only god knows how I am feeling right now.... Maybe...my life is fated to be like this...* *Btw syahril...Thanks Bro for listening to my problem on the 2nd Jan 09 eventhough i have to end the conversation early due to some pop up work need to attend...* *Up till now bro.. I don't know whether I should heed your advice.... Maybe ...haiz.... I don't know.... What I can tell you now is that...I will remember your advice...Thanks bro.... Really appreciate it!!!!! You are like the only person la who can hear my problem eventhough u and me have the same problem... Thanks alot bro!!* HAiz... I guessed I don't know what to do now la.... I feel like i am getting weaker and weaker as days goes on.... i don't know why.... maybe because i am sick now??? well should be the sickness i am having now.... Damn it!!!!!! All this problems I am facing plus flu, stuffy nose, headache and cough makes me very misearable.......... :( ~khairi kadir~ Thursday, January 1, 2009, 2:00 AM BRAND NEW YEAR!!!!!!! HELLO 2009!!!!! Well....2008 has left...and 2009 has come...what is my new year resolutions???hmm..well... i just wish that all my new year wishes come true this brand new year.......... Ushering and celebrating the New Year fro me was a blast la for me...eventhough didn't enjoyed it too much.... as this year i didn't manage to celebrate it with my friends, as they are busy..wel..i forgive them..... 4 hours before New Year, me and my brother headed to Queensway Shopping Centre to... well....alter my uniform pants la...heheheh... We spend about half and hour at Queensway...After that, me and my brother planned and suggested that we both go to boon Lay nieghbourhood to celebrate countdown togeher... To my Surprised.....Neighbourhod countdown wasn't that bad la... there is Foam party, pasar malam and of course ...a concert.... It wasn't that bad la for me a first timer celebrating new year countdown at the neighbourhood...Was quiet impressed la... At stroked of midnight there's firework... i was like "WOW!!!!" not bad!!!!(eventhough its not that fascinating..)well...told my brother it was worth it la going to this neighbourhood countdown... and the best part is...got to see our very own Asian Idol Hady Mirza .... personally...!!!! He sang damn good la...no wonder he is crowned Asian Idol... Congrats Hady.... Well after the countdown,fireworks and of course performance by Hady... headed home la... damn tired but I had a lot of fun.... How i wish I can celebrate this new Year with my friends...But its okay...there is always a Next countdown...which is DEC 31 2009???hahaha... HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009 ~khairi kadir~**		ShortInfoAboutKHAIBABAIYI Vanity isn't a sin, a little narcissm wouldn't hurt. *SHORT INFO ABOUT ME!!* *The name Muhammad Khairi Bin Abdul Kadir, given by his 2 beloved parents* *Born in the Year of 1989, month of May* *Was born with a mixture of Chinese And Malay blood(sheesh..ppl are all asking are you malay or chinese??)* *Still Single(this sucks!!)* *Completed Full Time NS with Singapore Police Force* *A type of guy who always believes that everyone tends make mistakes* *Happy go lucky guy=)* **A very nice person to mingle , have fun etc etc.. BUT if you mess around or F&$ around with him , he will not hesitate to make your life misearable. Which is damn true!!!* KHAI LOVE Loves the colour green and the beautiful Nature god gave Loves Chocolates alot. The only stress remover! Loves to jog and workout during free time Loves to make more friends. The more the merrier! KHAI HATES Hates hurting people feelings. Hurting others will also hurt him. Hates backstabber. Hates unloyal people(oops, sounds weird...) Hates Liars!!! Hates BITCHY people!!! Hates COCKROACHES!!! Eeek! KHAI DREAMS To get upclose with his Idols , Dato' Siti and Taufik** His dreams of getting a new phone(dream accomplished) Eventhough its not the model he wanted =) *To finish National Service (dream accomplished)* *To work in the government sector* *To have a good life* *To change all his wardrobe* *To make his parents have a good life* *To meet up with all his best friends and hangout like no one business* *To quit what he's been doing.* *To have alot of money. Huahuahua* IF YOU GUYS WANT TO KNOW MORE ABOUT HIM,ASK HIM PERSONALLY.HE HATE PEOPLE WHO WANTS TO KNOW MORE ABOUT HIM BUT ASK OTHER PEOPLE FOR HELP.IF HE KNOWS THAT YOU ARE USING OTHER PEOPLE TO ASK ABOUT HIM,REST ASSURED YOU WON'T BE ENTERTAINED TOO OFTEN!!! *Feel free to add me up at my MSN: khai54@msn.com*		The People/Group Whomhe TreasureAlot A Teresa, Rasyid B Diyana, Danial C Syah, Yiwen D Haven, Suji E Rina, Myra F Celine, Suhaimi G Fauzan, Shah H Syu ICA, Atiqah ICA, THE GROUPIES HE LOVES AND NEVER FORGETS.. F ITE BB-SC Official Blog G Misteri Jam 12 Blog YesterdayIsHistory. + Finally.Got the time to update my blog.Hmmm....Bef... + A little Updates... + Rest In Peace my friend... + Busy and tiring Week! + Awesome Weekends! + Fated?Tired? Frustrating? + Weekends!!!! + Not looking forward to 21! + I can only sayIMYalot.....Am so sorry that my trai... + NEEDS A VACATION!!!!! 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