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Friday, October 31, 2008, 10:14 PM
RETRIBUTION OR FATED????
Well i ffelt damn happy la 2 days ago during my night shift. I confessed my love to that malay girl.... and she knows it.... Its such a relieve to let go all my feelings towards her... but....the sad part is...i told her not to expect anything anything from me...as i am not ready yet..coz i love another girl too..... i am damn lost la...but...I think i am gona loose interest in the malay girl i like la.... Juz got to know during working that she has a guy already...i felt so dumb...to confess it to her la........ no wonder i ask her whether she is single... she don't want to tell me..... after hearing that it made me change my mind..... whether want to have her as my girl...sorry girl.... I was wondering why must it always happen to me?? damn sad la.....my life is so....haiz..... dun know what to do... should i just ignore the malay girl and continue with the other girl???? I don't know...only time will tell....haiz.....after knowing that... got like no mood to work...luckily its handing over time...so no need to worry much whether it affect my work.... Haiz...i simply don't know what's happening to me... everything is imperfect.......maybe my life is fated to be like this?or this the retribution i get for the bad things i did in the past....haiz..i dun know...only god knows........ Juz hoping that i can overcome it fast and forget about her..and just carry on..........with my life..... Wednesday, October 22, 2008, 8:08 PM
SUAY life..........
DATE:18 oct 2008 It started like this....It happen during my extra duty work i kena during my off day which is sat....so suay.... well i like this particular lady la...she is 2 years older than mesweet...kind..funny....haha..ok...stop it.... .it started with a happy smssing.... out of a sudden she smsed me and i ignored her sms coz was too tired la...i juz ended my work btw..... the next msg she sent to me was kinda funny and weird...... she msg me like".....oklah...since u dun want to talk or reply my msg its okay...i won't disturb u anymore...." i being the joker and funny one replied he "....ok..." That word made her angry... by right my ok wasn't real la...its fake...i was fooling around...furthermore i am tired and i dun knw what the hell i am tinking....i dun knw why she take it so seriously....frm that msg onward i apologize to her like a stupid fool begging her for forgiveness.....in the end she forgave me.... Wapiang y sia she take it so serious....... 19 Oct 08 The nxt day is my working day..haiz damn tired la.... TIRED PLUS PISSED OFF by yesterday incident happen la...... So i wasn't in the mood to talk to ppl in the earl morning...Suddenly she called the office for updates...Lucky for her i answered....so not in my okay mood i answered her...."..no yet..""..Ok..""..thanks..""..bye.." den i hang up...was i being a foool????? nvm.....few mins later(kinda fast la actualy) she smssed me y i was not in the mood to talk to her....i read the sms and i was like...haiz.......But actually the real reason is i am TIRED and kinda dun want to talk to her for time being...scard that everything i reply to her she get mad...... After my work enndd,she smsed me again..this time round i replied her la...out of the blue.....she is angry again with me due to the jokes i replied her...(coz her psp ncharger were confiscated by my superior) i replied her jokingly la...this time round she replied my msg stating that i am a bad guy la...so as a guy..not happpy with the statement she gave..i replied her stating my real self blah blah blah.... after that sms i didn't rely her sms nor her calls up till now!!!!Damn mad la..How sia to proceed to have a relationship with her if she can't accept jokes from me.. FYI i am the type ofguy who loves to fool around...be it with girl or guy.....even my ex can accept it..Haiz....y all the suayness thing happen to me.so SUAY!!!!!!!;( Tuesday, October 14, 2008, 6:33 PM
Confused .......
Well after my work, i went home.... while waiting for my bus to arrive... I suddenly recall what i been thru during my NS training and wat i achieved goin thru the training..... THANK god i manage to loose weight...felt damn happy la....and up till now i am still maintaining my weight..hahah...dun wanna go back to the past...scary sia......haha...But the problem now is..... why i can't get a life partner now since i change.... Is it my personality?my attitude??me egoness?my pickiness? I am always jealous when i see couple walking together happily...why is it so difficult for me?? If i were into relationship.... It will always end fast... i don't know why also....haiz.. if this situation were to continue in the months or years to come.... It looks like i won't be getting married...HAHAHA.....or WORST...turn homo.....(NO WAY MAN.....!!!!!) i AM SCared la... every girl i woo or have relationship will definitely 100% fail!!! haiz..... damn confusing la...... seriously la.. i need a girl partner to accompany thru out my life... haiz.. REALLY CONFUSED NOW!!!! Monday, October 13, 2008, 9:34 PM
WOohoo...First Blog.....HAhA
![]() ![]() HAHA......Finally made up my mind to create my own blog...... so i am still a newbie i guess to this blogging world....... haha.... so won't be typing much la.... HEY wait.... i won't be updating my blog everyday.... haha... no time!!!! so will update it like....once every 2-3 days??? wat do u think??should be oklah..... isshhh... forget abt this introduction la....not important..hehe.. Lets proceed with today happening happened to me.... Well, today in the noon went out to Jurong Point(my favourite hangout eventhough the place is like dull to me already la.....) with my buddy Terry... When there to look for clothes...hahah...(got alot of clothes in my cupboard,but its still no enuff..) When to Bossini, Giordano.... browse and browse and browse...... in the end.... Din bought anything...all Not nice la...... actually not all la...got some clothes interest me...BUT gonna buy it when get my next pay!!!!! hahahah..... Feeling disappointed not being able to buy any clothes, i head to JOHN LITTLE JP....haha... The company i use to work at..... well actually i Dun know what to buy la...but suddenly saw and smelt this nice perfume... ITS ADIDAS perfume....wat the hell la...it smell so nice..... So without hesitation...... i bought it at 25dollars... cheap la... haha,can't wait to use it tmrw..... After loitering around at there, had a light dinner with terry la.....sittting by the roadside....haha...every foodplaces in JP SC was full with hungry people...hahah..... Hmm...i think i have hurt someone.....That someone is damn special to me la.... well, i lied to her stating i was at work. but the real situation is that, I didn't work on that day which is yesterday,sunday. SMSed her and no reply for like 4 hours. Sudenly receieved an sms reply from her(refer to the above picture). it was damn sarcastic la....but i can't do anything..she got the right to get angry with me...haiz....why am i so dumb????? why i love to make the girl i like angry for no apparent reason...haiz.... i juz wanna say sorry la for making a fool out of u.. i didn't mean it.... I dunnoe how i going to face her when i report for work this wednesday.. Don't know where to hide my face... VERRY SORRY!!!!!!! JUST HOPING FOR THE BEST ON WEDNESDAY!!!!!! |
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